When you are trapped in your own psychological drama

   
          To understand your psychological process and your drama, it’s got nothing to do with reality. Is it so? Your psychological drama has nothing to do with the reality here. Hundreds of people can be sitting in their own mind space, but with  hundred different worlds.  
          When you sit and meditate or work at your computer, your kidney is functioning, your liver is functioning, you have no problem! Only when your brain is functioning... you have a problem. Why??? Because you are not identified with your kidney function. But, you are super identified with your thought process and emotions. 
         Tell me, in twenty-four hours’ time, how many moments did you look at something? For most people there isn't a single moment or some people have few moments of thought and rest.
          If you are life/ alive then, you have a body, emotions, a home, this and that... all accessories. But you are experiencing all accessories, but, is there experience of life on a daily basis? You are misunderstanding your psychological life with life, isn't it? Your psychological drama is your drama, maybe badly directed, and when that happens, people suffer and when it is well directed they enjoy it, isn't it?
        So, your drama is YOURS. You can play with it, it is nothing wrong. Let's say we are on a tennis court and you hit the ball somewhere, you enjoy it, you like playing. Just imagine that you continue playing for 24 hrs a day. What is it happening? Your psychological process has become unstoppable. It's on and on.
        Only with brain function you have a problem because of the identification. You have misunderstood your thought to be you, isn't it? Your thought is coming from a certain information you have gathered from outside. If I wipe out the memory in you, will you have any thought? NO! It is only coming from the place you hid it ; sometimes, it wasn't your will or choice.
         When you walk on the street, everything that you see, hear, smell, taste and touch gets recorded in your mind. You can't help it. What goes into you as information is not all in your hands , isn't it? There is no good, bad, ugly in this. It's just information!!!
         Now, you say: "Oh, this is nice", and it becomes good.
                                 "This is nasty", and it becomes bad.
                                 "This is horrible", and it becomes ugly.
        This is what YOU DO!!!
        But, information is simply pouring in and recorded. What you gather cannot be yours, it cannot be YOU, isn't it?
        Let's think about it. Were you born like this, the way you look right now? No, isn't it? How did this happen? You just ate and it is because of the food?  Or , it's just the earth that we are walking upon which became food and now it's like this? Many people like you and me have walked on this planet. They were smart people. But...where are they now? They are all soil which turned into food. We consumed this food and it's in your body. Whatever you accumulate can never ever be YOU. If this becomes a living experience for you, that what you have accumulated in form of food and information, you clearly know, it's not me....then, you will become just like me....
        Simply looking at life as the way it is, without being influenced by anything, without being identified with anything...a simple LIFE. 
         Is It true that YOU ARE LIFE?  Then, you got a body, so we call you a man. Then you gathered some kind of stuff in you, so we can call you this, that and everything. But essentially YOU are just LIFE. If you are alive  is the most important thing in your life. Is that so? Oh, yes!
         But, unfortunately, that is not on everybody's focus. Nowadays, what I am thinking has become more important than the idea that I am alive. My emotion has become more important. What if the sun does not come up tomorrow? What is going to happen? Well, in 18 hrs, everything that you know on this planet will be gone. Except some microbial life deep down earth.... WE are happy that the sun came up today on time and the planet is spinning on time, no accidents in the solar system, our planet did not clash into another... In the entire universe...not a single accident.
         And one nasty little thought is crawling in your head and it's a bad day.... hahaha...
Because we have gotten identified with the thoughts we generate, with our emotions, not understanding what we create. If you created the kind of thought you want and the kind of emotion you want, wouldn't you function at the peak of humanity? 
         Right now, our intelligence has turned against us. We don't need any external help. We're just doing fine by ourselves. Yes or no? Simply standing, sitting, rich, poor, any kind ... they are suffering. If you ask them about their childhood...big problems, diaper problems. Kids - big problems, a lot of mischief. Adolescence - oh, my God....too many problems, Middle age - crisis. Old age - terrible years. 
          Just tell me, which time of your life is fantastic? hahaha.... 
          The problem is that we have lost control over our psychological drama because the existence of drama is not in our experience. It is just a cloud blocking up a sun. WE don't experience life!!!
We only experience thoughts, emotions, ideas, prejudices and all the rubbish we can generate. Instead of living the creator's creation, we are living in our own small, nasty creation. That is the problem!!!!